Lmao I’m on Tumblr properly for the first time in like 4 years and I am now cackling at my old posts.
Because wow I really thought I was depressed back then, but little did I know that shit would get WORSE over the course of 4 years. It’s kinda sad because 4 years ago I didn’t think my life would still be shit in 2020.
Life update: life is still fucking awful. I lost my job in October in a horrible way. Fuck the corporate world and fuck the toxic assholes who work in it honestly. I can’t work in corporate again because I got so suicidal and now idk what the fuck to do with my life. I’m still a slave to depression and anxiety (which I have on a whole new level) and I’ve been chronically, physically ill for the past 4 years without a cure.
Soooo yeah. I miss old Tumblr before it went to shit and everyone left. When I read this post back in another couple years I swear to god I had BETTER BE happy, healthy and thriving because I’m still waiting to catch a break lmao.
person: you have very unique features!
me: so what youre saying is…. im ugly.
(via thebootydiaries)
“idk ima see” = i aint coming. 😂
Never was coming.
Never considered it.
Never gave it a second thought.
Only remembered it because you asked about it again.
(via terryhall)
I dont even know why I bother liking posts anymore so I can go back and look at them as if I’m gonna be able to find anything in my fucking 22k collection
(via grasstomper)
Can someone adopt me for Christmas Day please.
I’m gonna be third-wheeling with my mum and her boyfriend who I’ve never met because my sister wants to spend it alone with her boyfriend even though she lives 25 minutes away. I was hoping for just a normal family Christmas to end this horrid year but noooope.






